When this webpage started, this forum "Druidic Ramblings" was to be a place for me to go off on a rant about what was going on in my life. That was a great idea.. and it wasnt even mine!. From the day miguel sat on my smokes, and pissed me off, to my new war on the undead. Over that time it has turned into a place for anyone to go off on a rant about what was going on in their lives... This is even better. Most of the time these rants have something of a joke or punchline to them.... This is great, I love reading about some of the stupid things others get into. Having said that I would like to take a step back and all joking aside, I would like to say something that is going on in my life. I have started doing something that I am sure many of you do already, but something I new to. It seems so simple, and dumb as hell... but I have started to take 20 minutes a day to step back and focus on myself. Everyday after work I have been coming home and going through I guess what you might call a ritual. I wont get into what it involves, but if you really want to know about it you can email me, but I wont bore the others. What I am trying to get at is that we all lead very fast lives, and sometimes we forget to step back and look at ourselves. This has been working great for me to help me free my mind. Today I actually found myself at work waiting for the day to end so I could get home and go through my routine. I know this must sound stupid as hell, or that I'm preaching or something... Maybe I am, I dont know... I dont care. All I am saying is that since I started doing it, I feel much better. I am in a better mood, I find myself looking at things differently, fuck I even sleep better... (not great, but better). I dont keep a diary so this is just a way to leave put something down so that I can look back in like 6 months or so (hopefully I can keep this up) Just a way to see where things all started.